Sometimes, I feel as though I’m at this point in my life. Sometimes I’m hurt, I miss what I had but not what I lost. But I’m better, near to … no one. And everyone. I can’t pinpoint any one person, and certainly not a guy, but things are up. Near to vet school, near to my best ladies, Sarah and Krystin, near to Maria (who has more sage advice hurled from her own chaos at me to keep me sane on many a rage and tear stained night), near to my tumbuddies (we done got fucked over, Davy and Tina), nearer to myself than sometimes I think I’ve ever felt before.
I only know that I belong here, and nowhere, and everywhere. I’m healing. And I’m better, near to you. Whoever you are.
Another chapter, and no one I know deserves it more than you.
(just wish it wasn’t so far away)
